nothinggoodexists

I went to bed this morning at 5.30 am, and woke up at 4.30. This is becoming a common occurance, where I do nothing but sleep all day. I wake up at stupid o clock in the afternoon then sit on the internet until 7 at which point I will start getting ready for work….I feel like my life is a complete waste of time.
I text my manager last night to ask him if I could drop mondays, which means I’ll only be working for four days a week. However, I know my text delivered to his phone about an hour ago, but I am yet to recieve a reply. If he says no,  or that he wants 12 weeks notice I am going to be extremely annoyed, because I know he doesn’t need it and is just being akward. I know for a fact he can just say okay, don’t do them starting from next week. But he won’t, I know it.

I think it’s only a matter of time until I kill someone.

Life’s just a nightmare. I think I should start meditating again.

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