nothinggoodexists

Like work, for one. Especially when you work for Wal-mart….Spawn of the devil itself.
Only two days in that hell-hole until i have three off. I need to start getting some of the books I want to write started. I have loads of ideas for kids books, novels, Screenplays, Tv shows. I just struggle getting them started, because one idea I have leads to three others. Which lead to….y’see where I’m going. I’m going to chill out thursday and friday and spend my time doing that stuff. Then saturday I shall be going out a a gigantic piss-up with some old friends. I’m not big on friends, but there is a few people going that I don’t mind, and some of which I actually quite like.

Work’s doing my head in, though that’s no suprise to anyone who knows me, and even most that don’t, and waiting for the new job I’m supposed to be starting is taking forever. 3 months so far. It’s a government thing, and they don’t half like to piss about it would seem.

I have a list containing thirty-five things that I need to do today….It had more stuff on it, but I’ve done some of it already. Fair enough, that list may contain the odd thing like ‘play pet society’, but it also contains far less pleasant things, like washing, putting away clothes and hoovering.
I’m a big fan of lists. I used to write lists constantly, about stupid things like ‘Reasons cheese is the greatest thing on earth’….  There are quite a few reasons for that, by the way. But yes…Whenever I have things to do, I make lists, because my aim is not to actually do the things on the list, I’d live in a pig-sty and nothing would get done, but I just like being able to cross things off the ‘to do’ list, and to do that, I have to do them….. It’s like a game. An odd game, maybe, but a game nontheless.
Now, I’m just going to pop and have a ciggarette, then I shall dust the office……

I had every intention of staying away when I got in from work at five this morning so that I could ring the doctors at 8 and get some pills for the constant pain I am in when I’m at work, unfortunately I struggled to last much past 7 o clock and ended up falling asleep, only to be woken up at four this afternoon by next door drilling.
The guy next door is doing up the house. He is there, or someone is, every day, yet it has been well over three months! How on earth does it take that long to do up a three bedroom terraced house…It’s not possible. The gimp is doing my head in. When I go to sleep I don’t want to be woken up by a drill….even after eleven hours. I don’t want to be woken by anything, anyone, ever.
It’s beginning to piss me off.

Pet society is a facebook application, and it’s a game made by the same guys who do bowling buddies. You pick your pet and just go visiting friends, or to the stadium to race, or bet on another race…. It’s a really cool little game.
Anyway, I’ve been unusually chilled out this week, which is incredibly suprising. Work hasn’t even managed to piss be off, nor have I worried obbsessivly about money. I’ve come up with an idea for a series of books I want to publish, and I’ve been pretty much focused on that…mentally anyway. I haven’t actually physically done anything useful atall! Tonight is my last night at work anyway, then I have two days off to work on them….and tidy up too!

Two days….! What joy. Yesterday I spent tidying up, and I think I should probably do the same today. I need to hoover all of upstairs and put away my clothes….there’s a ton because I haven’t actually put away any washing for about two months, I tend to just leave it in a pile and pick from it.
So, yeah, anyway, I need to hoover, put clothes away….thats about it actually…. Aside from have a shower and go to my mums….
Then I’m going to watch X factor, despite not really wanting to because it’s all a great big bloody fix, but I have to because I’m sort of addicted I think, and then I will start writing my novel. Well, at least I’ll start writing the first chapter, because I’ve planned it all out. Although saying that, sometimes I find it easier to write…then plan….then re-write.
I’ve at last decided what I’m doing with the upstairs rooms, and I’ve decided to keep the big room as my room, for stuff, the big room as the bedroom, and then have the little room as a wardrobe, basically because my actual wardrobe, which I got of a friend, is disgusting, and reeks of cigarettes.

I may do some writing for helium tonight aswell. Although I can’t for the life of me work out how the payment system actually works. All in all, I shall have a muchos relaxing day.

I’m trying to master the art of remaining completely in my own head, and ignoring everything else. It hasn’t been successfuls so far. I also need to master the art of constantly thinking about stuff to distract myself from the nightmare around me, but I need to be constantly thinking about things unrelated to what I’m doing, or what anyone around me is saying. Actually, It would be beneficial if I could become deaf on demand. The joy of never having to listen to the crap that the people I’m forced to spend time with spew out of their pie-holes would be like a dream come true.

I went round my friends house yesterday. She always does big halloweens, but this year she let her daughter have a sleepover, so she had about 10 thirteen year olds in her house. I was one of the scariest things ever! I came home after an hour, and then did some writing! Yeah, I’ve actually started doing actual writing….It’s all because of my new pocket drive….I just want stuff to save on it.
I’ve started writing a diary style novel, I need to start writing a novel that I’ve had planned for a while, which is a kids fantasy, and there’s a few short stories I want to write too…

Really hungry, but I can’t be bothered to get up and get something to eat. (I’m absolutely skint, so I’m not even sure if there is anything to eat) I should probably go shopping later. I really need food, and gas and electric. I’m proper skint though! I have about £300 less than I need for the month, and thats just for direct debits, nevermind food and petrol! Ah, well. I’m past caring now…..
I’m going to spend the day writing….at least, that was my plan. It turns out that my day is being spent surfing the internet, and watching old episodes of family fortunes on Challenge TV. That’s what poor people have to do!Nothing, because they’re too poor to do anything else.
-The adverts on Challenge TV look as old as the programmes-

Anyway, that’s my story for the day. How thrilling.

I went to the national TV awards last night. It’s the first time I’ve been for about 10 years, and it was quite a decent night out except for the fact that by the end of the night my shoes were somewhar painful, and I had to listen to Paris Hilton speak without heckling her.
Catherine Tate and cheryl Cole were both there, which made my night!
Jack and max from eastenders were both really really nice and after the awards went outside and spent ages going round the whole crowd having photo’s done and signing autographs. I’m always extremely impressed with celebrities that do that. Calvin and Justin from Hollyoaks also did that, as did louis walsch, and simon cowell also spent quite alot of time with the crowd.
Good night I may well go again next year…

I intended to get up far earlier than I did! I have to go to sleep tonight because I’m going out tomorrow (to the national TV awards, incase I hadn’t mentioned!) but I woke up at four this afternoon. Hopefully I’ll still be able to get to sleep tonight, but I doubt it.
I’ve got two films to watch (after eastenders had finished) Mr magoriums wonder emporium and son of rambow. I don’t know anything about either of them, but I got them from lovefilm. I shove anything on my list for that.
Mr Magorium thingy looks really good. Well, the disc is pretty and colourful….that to me equals a possibly good film.

I can’t wait until tomorrow